I haven’t felt this hollow for some time.
It’s not because Lemmy from Motorhead died today or that it is six years today that Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan from Avenged Sevenfold died.
It’s not because I had to work and missed two hours of Monday night Raw.
Frankly, I don’t know why I feel the way I feel. I just feel so empty.
So much happens in this world that is cruel and unjust. It’s hard to deal with as a spectator and player in the game. I just want to help but I’m lead to believe I can’t do anything.
That’s what pisses me off. This close-minded, “we can’t change anything” attitude people have that just infuriates me beyond words.
Moreover, I’m just sick of waking up every single day and going through the motions. As one of my favorite Disney movies serenaded, “there must be more than this provincial life.”
There really must be…